I’m going through a kind of yellow phase right now, meaning that I bought a yellow bullet journal, a yellow top from madewell, and I’m using a to do list to match. I need a little sunshine right now, because if I’m being honest, I’m having a really difficult week/month/year. I’m going through change after change, and sometimes it feels like I’m keeping up! Then other times I feel like I can’t answer texts, calls, emails, and I’m too busy to even breathe. My immediate reaction to stress is to hole up, not communicate and just try to get through it so I can get to the next task. I realize that I’m creating stress for myself. I’m filling my days with menial tasks so I don’t have to sit with any discomfort I have. Making myself busy allows me to neglect some important things I’m too scared to do.
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